That’s shit. But I know that feel
it just blows when you help them whenever they ask (and even sometimes when they don’t) and you give them baseless trust, security and loyalty and they just ????? don’t return it. it’s part of the reason i’ve been avoiding the internet lol it makes me anxious to see the people i thought were friends carrying on like nothing happened. “oh you could have talked to me about it” yeah? for like 5mins? “things will get better, i’m here for you!!!” and then that’s all you get.
/ramble ramble i’m always a better friend to people than they are to me
isn’t it great when your friends tell you they’ll always be there for you then when you suddenly start to pull away and quietly ask for help because you feel like you’re drowning you’re suddenly not relevant and those friends seem to be ok with you drifting away because they have other newer better friends yeah it’s awesome i love it i wanna do it 24/7
is anyONE ELSE JUST SO EXCITED FOR PUMPKINS AND HOT CHOCOLATE AND HaLLOwEEEEN AND SPOOKY MOVIES AND FAIRS AND KNEE SOCKS AND PUMPKIN LATTES AND BIG BLANKETS AND COZY CUDDLY SWEATERS AND PRETTY LEAVES AND i just started crYING